Unsavourable Firsts!

You know that overwhelming feeling of embarrassment when you do something totally stupid in front of people you know. I hate that feeling! I'm sorry D. !!!

Friday night drinks were very pleasant and there was a larger show than normal. I have to admit it was the highlight of my week, which kind of leads to the disappointment of my working weeks now. I think a lot of it is to do with motivation...I guess I don't have any!

On Thursday night I caught up with K. and S. at Bungalow 8. It was nice to see them again...it's been awhile. It did highlight how 'awesome' I think S. is because he is a pilot! This was brought up in conversation later on with some people, (as inspired by B.'s scoring system) what eventuated was my scale for scoring guys.

Positives

+2 points: Can fly a plane
+1 point: Has access to a plane to fly me places on a whim!
+2 points: Knows who 'Ben Kweller', 'Reel Big Fish' and 'Sister Hazel' are
+1 point: Can cook me a nice meal
+2 points: Has a clever, witty sense of humour
+2 points: Has saved a life (human)
+3 points: Intends to save mine (if need be!)
+1 point: Enjoys 80's Retro music
+1 point: Enjoys Karaoke!
+3 points: Enjoys Travelling Overseas
+1 point: Can speak 2 or more languages
+1 point: Can play a musical instrument (new)
+1 point: Has an irish accent (new)
+1 point: Can Snowboard/Skate (new)
+2 points: Would walk me home at 3am (new)
+1 point: Is a handyman (with tools i mean!) (new)
+1 point: Cries in "Beaches" (new)

Negatives

-3 points: Rather 'financially aware', and counts their pennies
-2 points: Cannot drive
-2 points: Doesn't value their family
-2 points: Arrogant and likes to listen to their own voice ALL the time
-1 point: Hates meeting new people
-5 points: Is bi-sexual (new)
-1 point: Been married before (new)
-1 point: Can't swim (new)
-2 points: Brain thinks faster than they can talk - causing them to be a fast talker (new)

This is the draft list...I'll be working on some more things that are important to me. I think I would consider anyone with at least 10+ points. Maybe this superficial list is the reason I'm still single!?

Another embarrassing point of late is that I have been subconsciously mentioning that If I am not married by 50 I would consider lesbian-ism. Is this really that odd a thing to say in casual conversation?